lonerly

i sit in front of this damn computer for so many hours a day. when i'm not i'm in front of a tv, or a book. i read everyone's away messages, people i used be friends with, or i guess people i thought i was. i feel left out, but i'm sure its not intentional, everyone just forgot that i exist. so i'm alone here until after 11pm. my parents are both working, i ate a hotdog and it kind of made me feel sick. i don't really know why i'm posting, i don't have anything of quality to say. i'm watching New York Minute again, thinking of the weekend. terrorist attacks on London this morning are sure to make the weekend in every other major city interesting. i'm going into the city early saturday, walk around, hang out with jude. then head out to stephen. tomorrow i'm cleaning luis's bathroom, and i think there's wrestling at sports fest. woo. man i feel disgusting...