non post

i haven't really been posting much. i'm not sure why. i guess blogging doesn't control my life the way it used to on xanga. i'm in coopersburg at my mothers. have been since sunday. a little bored, but clean, fed, still basically in the same depressive/manic cycle. last night there was a storm, the power went out sort of, i dunno. before it started raining yesterday i had taken a walk to the park, and then i watched new york minute, that really bad mary kate and ashley movie, after that is about when the power went out. my mom and i joked around over the penny power and the qmart ad for a while, which was pretty funny. last night crazy charlie won the real gilligans island, and richard and mindi once again made it out of the elimination room on beauty and the geek. after the real gilligans island, editted sex and the city came on tbs, but i figured my mom has them all on dvd, so i watched the unedited ones instead, ened up staying up past 2 watching like six different episodes. i miss manhattan. i know i was just there on sunday, but i was only there for like barely an hour, so i dunno. i'm sort of out of it, think i should probably find something to eat or whatever...i've been on a weird cheerios kick since i've been here. i feel shitty. it doesn't really matter anyway...