2 days left

i have just about 2 days left before age 19. amanda nicole decided the other day that i don't post enough, which is basically true, but i have very little to say, and most of its relatively depressing, so just decide not to share. i almost had a job for half a second, but i have on social security card, so i don't think they're going to be able to hire me. it takes like 2 weeks to get a new one...oh well. i got the new death cab for cutie cd yesterday. it is in fact amazing, not that that should be any surprise to you if you are familliar with the band. my dad is doing a lot better, my stepmother is still a useless bitch...no surprise there. its depressing reading everyones away messages about school, i suppose it'll be worse when all the marymount kids get back. i might change my screen name. thus removing all the people who's away messages i shouldn't care about anyway. as we all know its borderline stalking checking the away messages of people you don't even talk to. the visiting nurse should be here shortly. yeah. i've been having vicious bipolar mood swings. its exhausting. stephen is coming tomorrow, its our five month...wow...ridiculous. the fair started last night...i guess we might go while stephen's here...i told someone the other day that the *great* allentown fair is only *great* if there is road head involved to and from it...lol. anyway...that's about it, there manda, there's your damn update, sorry you asked now aren't you?